Wish I could look like Nicole K.!
I was just watching Entertainment Tonight and a story about Nicole Kidman being pregnant was broadcast. Now I wish I looked like her…She has the grace of Princess Grace of Monaco, the style of Audrey Hepburn, the class of Katherine Hepburn and financial standing to fill a pot of gold for a leprechaun !!! This past week has not been easy. All went well until last Wednesday when I decided to risk working a 13 hour shift in the CTICU. Bad move on my part. Ended up with headaches by the morning again. What was a girl to do ??? I had been reset DBS wise and all had seemed well. I almost felt relatively normal although I don’t even know what it is to be normal. Dystonia has been going on for the past 20 years. And it wasn’t ceasing. Dystonia is relentless and unforgivable, chipping away at you each day. Piece by piece. Taking what it wanted it anted from its’ victim. What was a girl to do ??? I wanted to feel fluid -like, grace-like, but I quess that’s just all in my dreams. I’ll keep dreaming….though…a bit longer…
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